As soon as my train to Agra leaves from Delhi, I find myself confused again. I'm lying on my reserved upper berth, though most of the train car beds aren't being used and almost all of the passengers are sitting on lower seats. I feel ridiculous, like I'm emperor of my train car, overseeing the rest of the passengers from above. Meanwhile, men pass by below me, offering a mysterious vegetarian curry out of industrial-sized buckets. I motion for one to serve me some on a paper plate, but when I try to pay for the food, he won't accept any money. This is the first time I've gotten anything for free in India. I conclude that the food is going to kill me.
Tourists photograph the Taj Mahal through the complex's Great Gate at sunrise.While I'm eating, the train makes a stop and passengers disembark, but the conductor makes no announcements. I can't see through any of the train's tiny lower windows from my upper bunk. I have no idea where I am.
"Is this Agra?" I ask a man sitting below me. I ask as nicely as possible, in an attempt to avoid appearing as a self-righteous train car emperor, shouting questions to my serfs. After all, I remember, Taj Mahal-builder and Mughal Emperor Shah Jahan was overthrown by his son soon after the Taj Mahal's completion. The man below shakes his head and, in Hindi, I think he tells me that we still have a long ride to Agra. Another man walks by selling non-vegetarian food in foil tins. The first shots of an intestinal war have already been fired as a result of my free bucket food, so I decline. As the train chugs toward Agra, stopping at stations along the way, I find myself continuously recruiting new serfs below me to keep track of where we are. By the time I'm halfway through the journey, I have an eighteen year old kid, two Indian soldiers, and a young woman -- none of whom can speak English -- trying to assist me. It's easy to accidentally aggregate helpers on the train; mercifully, Indians tend to be especially protective of clueless Westerners trying to make sense of Indian public transportation. At one point, the two Indian soldiers demand that a teenager move his feet resting on my berth, and the young woman makes food recommendations as buckets whisk by. They're kind of like four Train-Fairy Godmothers. Soon, I fall asleep.
A couple gazes at the Taj Mahal from the bank of the Yamuna River.Suddenly, I awake to the sound of four Indians chanting "Agra! Agra!" in unison. I abruptly end my time as train car emperor, jump down from my bed, thank the four of them, and catch a taxi to my Agra guesthouse. Before he leaves, I arrange for my taxi driver to pick me up at 6 AM the next morning to take me to the Taj Mahal.
In the morning, I tell my driver to take me to the East Gate of the Taj Mahal. He promptly takes me to a roundabout near the West Gate instead -- though his "East Gate!" announcement upon our arrival is quite convincing. India's perpetually dishonest taxi drivers always have ulterior (and sometimes mysterious) motives; in this case, he was trying to save gas by taking me to the Gate closer to my hotel and, according to Lonely Planet, possibly collect a kickback from camel and rickshaw drivers sitting near the West Gate waiting to take tourists to the Taj's ticket office. I don't bother to argue with him since there's not much time until sunrise, and I walk quickly to the entrance. Standing in line with about twenty other mostly Indian tourists, I'm surprised to see a lack of Westerners -- I imagined that every white person in India would be flocking to the Taj Mahal.
The sun rises behind the Taj Mahal.Finally, the doors open, and I catch my first glimpse of the building considered to be the most beautiful in the world, one whose creator boasted that it made "the sun and the moon shed tears from their eyes." I see the famous white, marble dome peeking through the arch of the Great Gate as tourists hold cameras high above their heads to get their first snapshot. I walk deliberately toward and around the Taj, soaking in the dawn, slowly taking photos from every possible angle. A handful of photographers gather in front of the adjacent Taj Mahal mosque with me to capture the sun as it rises behind it. Everyone is reverent, taking care not to interfere with others' photographs and offering to help take posed pictures. The moment is perfect for the photographer gaggle: mist blankets the Yamuna River behind the structure, and the building looks like it has risen spontaneously from a clouded heaven, a concrete manifestation of nirvana.
Calligraphy on the Taj MahalThe simple presence of the Taj, built as a symbol of eternal love by Emperor Jahan in memory of his third wife who died during childbirth, seems to encourage even rabid photographers to cooperate with each other.
I spend almost two hours touring and photographing the Taj, walking around its walls, admiring the calligraphy on the entrance arch, gazing at the minarets, and touching the intricate lattice screens in the mausoleum interior. I'm just about finished, taking a few final classic Taj Mahal reflection pool photographs from outside, when a beautiful, young blond woman performing playful, provocative poses for her friend's camera catches my eye. Soon, a string of Indian men, and some Indian families too, start interrupting to ask her to pose with them in souvenir photos.
"The Indian tourists seem more interested in your white skin and blond hair than the white marble of the Taj Mahal," I say to her. "I'm pretty sure a lot of these Indian guys are leaving with more pictures of you than the Taj."
She chuckles and introduces herself to me as Sophie, from France, and, quickly, we're trading funny stories of our travels through India. We like each other immediately. We find ourselves chatting in front of the Taj's reflection pool for about a half hour as Indian men gawk at us. But when Sophie and I realize that we're headed in opposite directions -- she toward Amritsar in northern India and me toward Kerala in southern India -- we share an awkward moment during which we realize that this is the one and only meeting of our entire lives.
"Well, it truly has been a pleasure, Hank," she says. Her eyes hold on mine. For a long moment, she doesn't look away. I can't tell whether she's staring at me or at the exquisite reflection of the Taj Mahal in the pool behind me.
She walks past me, in front of the rising sun. Then, she glances back at me one last time, smiles, and then shifts her gaze, once again, toward the world's most beautiful symbol of eternal love.
A woman photographs the Taj Mahal from the tip of the garden's reflection pool.To cushion the blow of saying goodbye to the Taj and Sophie, I ask a taxi driver to take me to India's best hotel, the Oberoi Amar Villas, for breakfast. The driver takes me to two other hotels first and tries to convince me that they're the Oberoi, in hopes of getting some hotel kickbacks. But his standins look like concrete boxes, whereas I know that the Oberoi is a dazzling palace, and his ruses fail. When I finally walk into the Oberoi, I feel like I've walked into ancient history and have become an emperor: the air is jasmine-scented, the architecture is lavish, and the staff, dressed like royal Mughal servants, provides impeccable service. After a huge meal of Eggs Benedict and French toast, I decide to visit the rest of the sights in Agra. But I find myself still thinking about Sophie and the Taj Mahal. At sunset, I ask a taxi driver to take me to Mehtab Bagh, a park that sits immediately across the Yamuna River, to see the Taj one last time.
From across the river, I watch the sunset as it casts a fantastic orange glow on the Taj's white dome. I imagine Sophie, again, in front of the Taj, but, of course, she is nowhere to be found.
As dusk falls, birds fly overhead and I see an oarsman paddling a small canoe with a group of people down the river, in front of the Taj. I watch two teenage Indian couples, embracing on a brick wall, entranced by the view.
They can't look away. Neither can I.